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[October 11, 2007 @ 6:53am] |
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I really do suspect that this is what a heart attack feels like.
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[October 09, 2007 @ 8:48pm] |
Kyle: i think your contagious
small cannibal: How so?
Kyle: I woke up this morning feeling sexy
small cannibal: hahaha. What the hell does that have to do with me?
Kyle: http://www.camdenschools.org/nbay/red_panda_close_up.jpg
Kyle: no its not a mirror
Kyle: but its just as cute
I love my friends.
<3
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[September 30, 2007 @ 1:37pm] |
Jacksonville was alright, stressful.
I've been sick since I've been back, lame.
But eh, I qualify. But I almost didn't because of a curve in my spine.
Some guy spent 30 mins trying to get me to sleep with him. He was leaving for Army basic the next day. I laughed and told him no. I kinda felt bad, he was so sad.
There was this really cute guy on my shuttle.
He leaves on the 3rd of October for basic. He's going in as an airborn ranger.
I hope he makes it just so that those other assholes on the bus would have to eat their words. They assume that just because he's not built like an athlete he doesn't stand a chance. Fuck assumptions.
Got hate mail from Patrick, but after a couple days he finally apologized.
Silly kid.
I can't wait for About a Son to come out.. at least it's finally October.
I'm still trying to get to New York, at least just to visit.
I wouldn't be allowed to go for more than like.. 3 weeks anyways because I have fucking depo meetings. Whatever though, it's probably for the best.
:/
Someone help me find a way to go back.. please? It almost feels like I HAVE to before I leave for basic. I don't know how to explain it, whatever.
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[September 28, 2007 @ 8:33pm] |
thatoneboy: Alright, you're letting your imagination get the best of you.
thatoneboy: Erase your memory right now.. and the only thought you should have in there is [censored] loves you and he would drop ANY girl for you.
I like how he makes me feel better. :]
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[September 23, 2007 @ 11:08am] |
Fuckkkkk.
I want to go to New York, finally have a plan to be able to and now my recruiter is being all "I hate you, you can't go".
If I did it would fuck up all my paperwork and appearently make the world come crashing down.
This is fucking lame, why is there some kind of evil force field of doom standing between me and NY? It's not fair. >.<
On the plus side: meeting with recruiter=passionfruit plum tea. <333
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[September 21, 2007 @ 1:11pm] |
So...
I'm eating pancakes and linkys.
My tea has been tasting like shit lately.
Took pictures with Malaina at this cute park by the beach.
It had a pirate ship. :]
Tomorrow I finish my community service [was supposed to be today but going to bed at 5.30 explains not waking up at fuckin 6am >.< ]
Sunday I go sign the paperwork for me to go to Jacksonville.
Tuesday-Thursday I'll be in Jacksonville for my ASVABS and physical.
Still debating on driving down south next weekend though. /:
Want to close everything off for good, but eh. Whatever, still have a week to decide. :]
Then I'm going to use that money to drive back north [if he comes thru of course. :/ ] Not really holding my breath this time. But I can't help but get a little excited about seeing everyone again. :D
Then it's off to basic a couple months later.
Hooray! :D
It's funny how I'm actually excited about it now.
People are silly things.
Time to get naked.
*shimmy, shimmy*
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[September 13, 2007 @ 1:11am] |
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small cannibal: I like helping people.
small cannibal: :]
Koz: You help me everyday. =]
small cannibal: ?
Koz: You give me a reason to wake up and you always help me smile when im all "=["
..he brightens my day.
:]
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[August 20, 2007 @ 12:47am] |
What I want is...
to go to college
to receive a few different degrees
to try and be with him
to not get trapped in the military
to get out of debt
to make my mom proud of me again
to help my grandma through all these terrible things that are coming
to enjoy life
to never feel trapped into something I don't want to do
to have the strength to make it through the things that I don't want, to get to the things that I do
to work with animals
to learn when to follow my head over my heart and visa versa
for everything I want to stop being so fucking contradictory!
to find a way to cure world hunger (?)
a job... like right now!
to see the world
to write a book
to create something that blows everyone away
to write a screenplay
to be loved again
to not be crazy
to stop smoking
to be on my own
break away from my mother without losing her completely
This is the beginning of a list that I don't think will ever stop growing...
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[August 09, 2007 @ 7:06pm] |
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How lame is it that Kyle's only like 2 hours away compared to the thousand miles away he normally is and I can't even go and see him?! >.<
I need something new, I need an adventure, I need to feel needed.
There's so much I want to do before signing my soul away to the devil and government. I want to see Jason and Devon and Danni and everyone in New York.. even Travis in all his prickheaded glory.
I want to go back to a time when the biggest problem in any of our lives was whether or not the new kid was CID or if your guy was going to rip you off.
Heh.
Whatever though. I suppose it's all just a part of growing up and though it may suck that's one of the laws in life, you get old and you're fucked. :)
I want to take someone to Germany with me this winter, any takers?
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[July 07, 2007 @ 3:42pm] |
fuck.
*le sigh*
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[May 17, 2007 @ 5:13pm] |
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So yeah, there's this boy.
And I really like him.
Maybe this year won't be so bad after all.
:)
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[January 01, 2007 @ 9:07pm] |
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It's a new year and as much as I wish that everything will be better and I'll have a much happier year I know that's not going to be how it's going to be.
I know that it's stupid to be so pessamistic this early but go to hell.
I'm 18 years old and I'm tired of how disappointing life can be already.
Happy fucking New Year.
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[June 01, 2006 @ 9:19pm] |
This is what makes life worth living. :(
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[May 04, 2006 @ 7:51pm] |
Tails he loves me.
Heads he doesn't.
*flips coin*
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[March 17, 2006 @ 9:48pm] |
Bj's side.
My side.
There was another picture, but I don't have it.
I wanted pictures of the inside, but his mom could only take 3.
/:
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[March 14, 2006 @ 12:25am] |
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Anyone know how to get blood out of a white shirt without having to resort to using bleach?
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[December 05, 2005 @ 3:54pm] |
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| You Have a Melancholic Temperament | 
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.
At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. |
I was always wondering if these things sound like me or not..
What do you think?
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[November 16, 2005 @ 3:29pm] |
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I hate it when my throat feels half closed and my heart is racing.
Fuck you.
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